Ripple Effect

When the fog rolls in the night turns as dark as dark can ever turn, the creatures turn evil as they can ever turn and the pure turn purest they can ever turn. The night is cold and misty and snow is starting to fall. A woman is sleeping in her bed all alone and the window is breezing freezing air on her. She suddenly awakes to see why she has a sudden case of the chills.

A dark Shadow creeps in the corner. She doesn’t notice this until it suddenly lunged at her. It took her over with incredible power. I was a man dressed all in black, and he was doing things to her against her will. She cried for help but no one came. The neighbors herd screaming and called the cops. When the cops arrived she was knocked out and was all bloody.

The cops did all the stuff they could to find the person who was responsible for the rape of 17 year old Heather Williams. They finally found him and arrested him. They took him to court to prove that he had truly been the one to rape her, but the case was dropped and he didn’t get anything. This man was nick collaret. He was 21 years old and he had a huge ruff life that no one really understood.

He finally grew up and got a girl friend. He did not tell her about the rape but he was the sweetest man to her. He help the door open for her, he cooked dinner, and he did everything a man should do plus more. After three years of dating they got married on a little island in the 1000 islands, New York. They did what ever married couple does on their honey moon and 9 months later a little girl arrived.

After all of these years Nick thought that his past had been dropped and forgotten. When his daughter was only 8 years old she was rapped. The horrible past came back. Nick was devastated that his little angel has been violated in ways that now made him sick. Nick of course called the cops and it took them forever but they found the guy who did this. It was Nick, well so what the DNA test said.

In all the wood working it came out, Nick truly did not do this. His son had set him up. Nick has a son? Back when he Raped Heather he did not use protection and she became pregnant. Now His daughter is in the hospital and could possibly die. They get a call a day after this happened that she is gone.

Nicks wife found out about what Nick had done when he was younger and she left him. Nick lost his son to prison and his daughter to his son beating her to death. Nick was all alone. It is amazing how time had the ripple effect. One wrong move in the begging of your life could mess it up for ever. Think at what you have done, is your future safe?

death or life?does it really happen?

“I think it is time!” yelled Danes wife as her water broke. “It is to early dear are you sure?”, asked Dane. “YES”.

Dane and his wife Chelsea rushed to the hospital. The doctor was horrifically worried about her and did an immediate surgery. After the surgery Chelsea flat lined. She was a hematologic and no one knew. This disorder is where the white blood cells do not clot and you bleed to death. There is a way to stop it but she was internally bleeding and they didn’t catch it in time. She was dead.

Dane was crushed, the women he loved so much had died and he went into depression. He had to go threw parenting classes and realized his wife died for a reason. She died so her son could make a difference in this world and make someone happy. Dane realized that life is what you make it. Things only affect you on the level you want them to. He was happy from there on out raising Jared. Dane named him after his grandfather Jared William toetz the first.

25 years later all of Danes friends confronted him about how they think he is crazy. He instantly cheered up about the loss of his wife and none of them could see why. He told them all he loved her with more then anything in this world but even though she isn’t here she is not dead. She is still alive and well in his heart and she is protecting Jared.

Jared now 25 years old is the manager of a big store. He is bringing in some major money and he is making amazing choices in his life. Jared knew every detail about what happened to his mom and steered away from girls in that aspect so it never happened to him.

One day at work Dane was cleaning the floor and a co worker approached him. She asked if she had heard the great news. Dane asked about what, and she relied that my daughter is pregnant. Congrats you are going to be a grandfather!! “JARED!! NO WAY”

Dane rushed to Jared office and confronted him about this. Jared said that he had just found out too and he is so scared. Dane asked him when he had started the relation with her and if he loved her. Jared replied in the manner that he didn’t know. He said that he needs to marry her now because she is pregnant. Dane agreed but only if he loved her and he needed to figure out what he wanted to do.

After many days of long had thinking Jared and Jessica decided that an abortion is the best. After she had the abortion Jared started realizing that he loves her. Jared fell for her like a fat man over pie. He asked her to marry him and she accepted.

On their wedding day Dane pulled Jared aside and asked why he didn’t tell him about Jessica being pregnant. He answered in such manner that brought tears to his father’s eyes. “Dad I am not as strong as you and I could never survive if something like what happened to mom happened to Jessica. I wanted to save a life, Even if it means taking one.”

“Jared do you know I did save a life, yours!” Jared suddenly realized his mistake he had made and regretted it. He rushed to Jessica and married her. 9 months later Chelsea was born, along with Adam. They had twins and they are both very healthy.

Jared approached his father and told him that he loved him more then anything in this world. He gave him Chelsea and told him to raise her well. I know how much mom and I mean to you. I don’t want you to be alone! Thank you dad…. For saving my life.

U.S Soldiers Gone?

The Crowd roars in the opening of possibly the world’s greatest concert. People are cheering for them, roaring louder and louder. At one moment the sound stopped and the Singer dropped to the floor. Blood was gashing out of her neck and a bullet was logged in the hole. Someone had killed the world greatest singer. Everyone in the world knew about this shooting about 30 seconds after it happened.

My pager went off and I was being called to duty. My name is Nathan Nichols and I am a government official used to track down the worlds most wanted people. Adam Gordon and I are the only two trained in this field. We have every possible training we can get to succeed in our line of duty. I think I may have told you too much already. Well it started out when I was a little kid. I had seen the movies with the navy seals and I always wanted to be that guy. Then I had seen the borne movies. Then I really wanted to be that guy. Granted I did not want to be on the run but I wanted to be the one chasing him. When I enlisted into the army I was talking to my sergeant and I said something about my dream of being this. Two days later a three star general showed up and offered me a code red confidential file. I read the file and instantly accepted. I offered Adam a way out of his line of work once I was enlisted in the program and he accepter immediately also. As a team Adam and I are unstoppable. We have completed 100’s of missions. We even have taken a 300 person army down by our self’s.

Enough about us, we were being sent to find the person who killed Sarah

Bright-man. Adam and I showed up at the scene and looked at all the evidence. We put together a lead and went after him. When we arrived at his house he was gone, no were to be found. I accessed his life files and checked to see if he owned any other buildings. We found one and grabbed our boat and went after him. We arrived and there were guards everywhere. Adam hacked in the network and disabled the cameras and all security devices. Once this was completed Adam took one way and I took another and slowly killed off people as we went. I arrived to the man we were looking for with much difficulties. Before he had time to respond I shot him with a tranquilizer gun and locked his hand and feet together and went after Adam. I crouched around a corner and found Adam on the floor with a man in front of him with a gun. I slowly came around the corner and shot him in the back of the head. Adam had been shot in the leg.

We returned the man who had killed Sarah and we were honored. As soon as we were done with that we got sent on a national mission. We were never seen again.

By the public.

True friends?

Writing is something that is so easy yet so difficult to do properly. Who made up this language any way, who told us how to write in a manner that has to be correct? Well if you can’t tell I am horrible at spelling and grammar. My name is Nathan Nichols and I want to tell you a story about this kid. His name is that you are familiar with, it is me. Come back with me, all the way when I lived in a place called Watertown, New York! I was 10 years old at this time and my sister was in her big dating spree. She brought home this guy names Ed. They really hit it off, they were always hanging out and she was never home. Finally they started being home more when my mom got a job and need a baby sitter. You know on them shows were they hate the baby sitter because she is always evil and she makes them do work; Well I wish she was my babysitter. Ed started coming about more often and being a total jerk to me. He was really into chiness torture and always practices on me. He would make me kneel on a broom stick. I think the longest time was almost 8 hours. He would make me do it all the time. I know what you are thinking why didn't I just run or tell my mom, I did both. My mom thought it was me just trying to get attention and Ed would bet me with a stick or sick his dog on me when I tried running.

Finally one day when my mom was home I ran away across the street to my best friends’ house. She was having problems with her step-dad doing things to her also when she was alone so she wanted me there to protect her. What better then us keeping each other safe? Finally I moved away. I moved to North Carolina and I was so happy to get away from him.

After a month of living in North Carolina my mom excitedly announced that my sister and her new husband were moving down there. In North Carolina he was not any better. He lightened up on me a lot and moved to my brother. This is my handicapped brother that could not defend himself. I know this may sound horrible but he did this. He made my brother drink urine and he got real sick. Finally my sister believed someone that he was doing this and left him. Yes he was out of my life forever. I moved back to New York with my mom and tried fitting in.

This doesn't work so well, all my old friends moved on and were all growing up. My mom met this guy names Wes and we moved again. I was in 6th grade at this time and the year was almost up. Finally I was in a school and my mom met someone, maybe I wouldn't have to leave this school. Come to find out this school only goes to 6th grade and when the year was over all my friends and I got split up going to different schools around the city. I stayed there until I completed 7th grade then my mom wanted to move back to Wisconsin. When I got back here I was in the middle school for 8th grade. By this point all the kids had their clicks, and knew who all their friends were. I tried finding out who I would fit in with and I was really thinking hard that I would move right away again so I didn't care and was mean to people.

This one person just wouldn't give up on being my friend. She would always go to the pool just to see me, always asked my name; finally I caved to her and became a friend. We started to hang out more and more and I started falling for her. I know a kid in 8th grade falling for someone, aww puppy love. She found out that I liked her and I think was kind of scared. She pawned me off on one of her friends. I turned out to like her a lot but we just didn't work out. Susan and I stayed best friends all threw high school. She had some problems were she crashed into depression and I cheered her up and pulled her out of it.

When I started dating Kim she realized how much she liked me. Of course I am not the type of person to leave someone for someone else, so I told her how I felt and asked her to wait. I broke up with Kim after two years. I went Straight to Susan and told her how I felt and she was dating someone. So I pushed her aside again, not wanting to be alone I started really liking this girl named Maggie. We started dating and it all went down hill from there. How I felt about Susan went to Maggie. I loved this girl to death, when I thought that she was cheating on me I tried killing myself. Susan was the first person I called when I was in the hospital, it was three in the morning and she still put me first.

How could someone be such a jerk to the one they love? After almost a year with Maggie she ended it for reasons I agree with, now. I Started hanging out with this person named Ali, I don't not know if you know her or not but she is amazing. Beautiful, smart, just the best person to be around. As you could tell I liked her. We both really liked each other but never dated because I am three years older then her. So Ali and I became best friends.

Now Susan has left Sparta and went to Cashton to live with her boyfriend. This guy is a total jerk and I seriously do not know what to do to get her to leave him. I tell Susan every time I see her how much I love her and still want to be with her but she will never come to me. She sees me as a brother and said that she doesn’t like me in that sense anymore. One day about a month ago Susan came to me asking me if I could get her into High point so she can move home. I pushed like the worlds strongest man to get her in this school. The word came back and she was in. Now dwelling on semester to end so she can start I am missing her already. Knowing she is still dating this jerk, knowing that she is love with him for some weird reason. I push my friendship to the limit and do everything I can for her. Yes I still like Ali more then a friend but in the time passing we have determined that friends would be the best thing for us. Susan on the other hand is someone I am in love with. My thought for Susan is True best Friends? Or True Love?

It is something that runs threw my head every day! What about hers? It is only something that she has to decide!

Rant!!!

When life hits you in the back what do you do? Do you feel like falling down, or do you want to stand up and fight back? Life is hard work and was never meant to be easy. Friends come and go, family is always there, and all that we work for will pay off in the end.

Yeah that is a joke. I am 17 and I have been kicked out of my house and have my own apartment already. I am not even a bad kid, my mom and I just do not get along. So my family is out. All my friends date each other and then brake up but still stay friends. How come this can never happen to me? Every person I have dated leaves, I dated a person named Kim. We dated for almost two years and when we broke up we stopped talking and rarely talk now. One person I dated moved out of the state, not because of me but I do not talk to her. My final and last girlfriend before mine now, Maggie hates me and now we can not even hold a conversation without fighting so we just do not even talk. I currently have a girlfriend and I love to talk to her. I really do not have them feelings for her but I need her in my life as a friend for someone to understand me and to talk to me. I tried braking up with her but we didn’t talk so I fixed that.

Choices are very difficult in now day life. I have been told that you do not need a girl to determine yourself. I really believe this is true but I also need someone to talk to and to understand everything I have to talk about. There are currently two people that I can do that with right now. Ali and my current girl friend, with this on your plate what would you do?

All I realize is that friends right now are the most important and love is second best. But I am getting old and I am scared to be alone my whole life. The fact of the matter is I’m screwed; only a few people like me and can stand me. So I believe the army is a good choice for me. I do not care what people think about it. They all say oh you’re stupid for doing that, or that army is taking you away from me. I have nothing left in my life and the army is the only thing that makes it worth it. I am not being suicidal by far I am not but I really am doing nothing with my life so if I am going to die, like everyone on this planet does. Why not make it fighting for my country with honor.

Pvt Nathan LaVern Nichols

Thank you all who have been threw the ruff with me, but it time to let the bird develop and fly away.

Working hard for nothing ..

What would you do if everything you have worked for ended right in front of your eyes?

I had that question running threw my mind all night. Something happened and I do not know how to react. All I know what to do is cry, is this normal?

It was the beginning of January and it was still snowing. In fact it was a very icy snow storm out side. We were driving home from a family member’s house. I was driving one car with my parents, and my girl friend was riding in one with her parents.

Suddenly the car in front of them slid out of control and they couldn’t get out of the way in time, they smashed into then and 12 more cars hit them.

I swerved and ditched the car and only got it stuck, I was lucky. I got out of the car and ran as fast as I could to her car. The car blew up blowing me backwards in a very fast manner. I hit my head and gently got knocked out for a few seconds. As I recovered I started bawling.

It just struck me as one of those moments that you realize everything good about the relationship, just to make me feel worse. My first kiss with her, which was that morning, All I have worked for in my relationship ended suddenly that night all in minutes.

Five painful and slow years passed and I was ready to move on. I wouldn’t drive in the snow for five years, or even a car if that. I wanted to move on and get my life moving again. I couldn’t just set aside my life because of a girlfriend that had died. I understand this is harsh but five years of life taken away when she would want me to move on is plenty of time. I started talking to all of my friends from high school again. Even this one girl I liked. She was my best friend in everything I did. I told her everything and still hung out with her even threw all of the last five years. I liked her when I was with Sarah, but this is girl I could never get over. She makes fun of me, with me. She has the world’s most amazing eyes. I get lost, and Struggle to find my way out. She has an amazing body and the most important her personality. It is the only one I would spend the rest of my life with, NOW! She drives me crazy some days that I don’t want to be around her. Then others where I can leave her side.

Finally after so long of being best friends I told her how I felt about her. She told me that she felt the same way but couldn’t be with me because I am three years older then her. From that day on I accepted that fact; of course I still liked her and tried my hardest to keep friends.

My main obstacle was her parents. They liked me one day then hated me the next, I think my dog was more consistent on this kind of thing. But in the end I won there approval.

I finally graduated and went off to basic training. When I had gotten back I asked her to marry me! Knowing I was going to Iraq she told me when I returned alive she would tell me her answer.

My best friend Adam and I were deployed and stationed at the same base. One day we were walking to the chow hall and a crazy van barricaded the gate and was heading straight toward Adam and me. I quickly threw Adam out of the way and took the hit from the van, and the explosion tore off my legs and part of my face. Adam rushed over to me and was yelling for medic. Adam was one himself and was trying everything he could. I told him that I had a file on my laptop and that the password was Alison. I told him to find it and do what it says. Adam relied anything Nathan anything, just hold on, you will be fine.

I told Adam I worked so hard for this country and nothing right ever happens for me. This is best.

“He died right then” announced Adam at the debriefing in America. Adam took out his mission and became Special Forces. He found the instructor of the attack that killed me and put a bullet in his head.

“I couldn’t come to myself to stay in after all that he told me, I am dropping out of the army and opening this file Nathan told me to.”

Alison and I got married as request by Nathan and now we are living happily ever after!!!

Rippels of time.

Lights shining, music blaring, crowd cheering, what to do? Draggle, Draggle, Draggle, wow this day really came and it was the last thing everyone in our home town thought would happen.

My name is Nathan and I am the drummer of the now #1 band in America, Draggle. This band consists of Jason Moore, Jimmy Goodman, Jeremy Schroeder, and my self. We started back when I was a junior in high school about 3 years ago. We have written all our own songs and have everything right go for us.

“LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, DRAGGLE” the announcer yelled. We rush out to stage and start playing. The crowd goes wild and everyone loves us. After the show a man that looked very familiar came up and asked us if we would enjoy playing at the halftime show for the super bull. I about cried. That has been my dream sense I was a little kid, to perform at the super bowl. I always imagined that I would be the person to play the star spangled banner at the beginning in a really high manner. Flash backs come rushing into my head like the fans to their favorite football teams game.

We practice day after day until the big month comes. One day I get the horrible call. Jeremy our bass has been arrested. 2 weeks before the big gig he was arrested. He was being charged with drug use and intent to sell. The amount he had would put him in prison way longer then the next 4 super bowls . The super bowl came and we played. We had Jeremy on good behavior for one day. After that the band went down hill. I invested my money in stocks and Jason and jimmy didn’t even see it coming. The IRS hit them up for almost all of their money. We all split up and went our different directions.

Jeremy spends 20 years in prison and was never her from again. Jason got married then divorced, twice, and is living somewhere in Florida working at taco bell. Jimmy went on to do a solo track and became the next Hannah Montana Yes he had a sex change. Me on the other hand, I joined the army and became a computer technologist.

One September morning I got a phone call from a man on the trading floor. He told me that the stock I put my $100, 000,000 in when I was famous is the highest it has ever been. I need to sell as soon as I can. I sold them and I got a check in the mail escorted by 5 cops 4 days later. I opened the check and looked at the amount. $270 billion. I dropped to my knees… and cried.

The next business day I kept 1billion of that money for myself and sent the rest to my school that I attended when I was a child and to a band getting started under the conditions that they use it to become famous and stay away from drugs. In the process of Jeremy messing up his life he may have saved more when they grow up. Think how the ripples of time may last forever.

Part 2

We stayed together until after high school and we were talking about her moving in with me. I was already in the army and had a place of my own. She always called me her little army man, It always bugged me but I never said anything.

Finally we got out place together and the world turned cold. I always had to report were I was, and it seemed like Hitler was reborn. I was always cheating her “as I was being told”. I would like to know were I was in these times. I do not know if this is just a security thing to make sure I don’t do anything I’m not supposed to. Finally after one day of all the fighting I told her I couldn’t handle it anymore. I told her I needed a break and I think we should go on a road trip. Just to get away from the house and all the pressure.

We load up the car with the least amount of stuff we needed. That is one thing I can say that we had in common is we hated traveling in packed cars. We have an O.C of keeping things neat.

Driving down the road, the horizon line getting closer and closer to us we steadily keep silence. Me being board I turn on the radio. Fading in and out of tune I here something that sounds like screaming, I kept listing and this is what I herd “ HELP, HELP we are being attacked, I do not know were they are coming from but they are EXTREAMLY DANGUROUSE, I advise everyone in the area of……… There was silence from there on out. I tried tuning into another station but we were to far away from anything. I always have had the dreams of the horror movies coming true on me someone and I in a car on a road trip, and stupid me taking the rout that has nothing but trees.

Me shaking trying to keep calm to make Sarah believe that nothing is wrong; I hope that this was just a joke going on and I didn’t have to worry about anything like this.

See my life hasn’t always been the best, and I always thought that something like this would happen. I would meet someone be really happy then we start fighting and when I try to win her heart back, I die.

When I was a kid my sister dated this guy who was a real jerk. He did not like me and would make me do things that were extremely horrible. He had a pit-bull and would make me kneel on a metal rod for hours on end and if I didn’t he would either hit me with a broom stick or send his dog on me. It wasn’t only me he did these things to I was my brother to. I can’t even describe to you what things he made my brother do.

Back to the story, I am sorry about that rant, it just really gets to me some days even more now with this scare on my mind. Sarah comes out of the quiet and says “Nathan I know you are freaking about this but just let it go; it was probably a show on the radio or something.” Right then I realized something; I realized that I did not know Sarah at all.

There on out I set out find out things I did not know. I asked her all the questions I could. We finally arrive to the place we set out to, Florida. I don’t know how but she made me fall in love with her.

This girl I went from never knowing to talking all the time and finally falling for her.

We drove back to our home in Wisconsin and I took her out to this amazing restaurant. I got on my knee and asked her to marry me!

Just because it is someone you do not know! Doesn’t mean that you can love them!

Love of a stanger

Bling! A conversation popped up on my shiny new computer. “Hey do I know you?” The girl asked. I replied in a confused manner, “Um, I do not know this is Nathan do you know me?” She said she had seen me before and she thought I looked very hot and she wanted to meet me! I being single flipped. I was all for this and went along with everything she was saying. I have seen all of them movies were people meet people on the computer and they turn out to be ugly, or even worse a gu……old person. I looked at all of her pictures and she looked amazing. I asked her to take some pictures for me and she did. She sent them to me via email and she was amazing looking. She was the picture perfect girl all the movies make them out to be.

I gave her my phone number and we talked every night. We told each other everything including out deepest secrets. Finally we thought it would be the time to hang out. To meet face to face for the first time in the 2 months we have known each other.

I gave her all of my info and now show. I called and called her until she finally picked up. She told me that she wasn’t ready to seem yet because she thinks she loves someone and she is not for sure yet. I talked from then on in a down manner until I told her I had to get off the phone. I didn’t call her back after that. I didn’t talk to her on the computer. I left her alone. A week later she finally called me and asked were I had been and why I haven’t been talking to her. I told her that she was in love with someone and I didn’t want to interfere with that. She told me that the person was me and she knows now that she is for sure.

How can someone know they are in love with someone before they ever meet them? I ended the conversation and left it at that. The next day was a really bad rain storm. Around 7pm the door bell rang. I walked over princely. I opened the door and there she was, almost with the glimmering light of god’s angel over her head. She kissed me and grabbed a hold of me and gave me the world’s biggest hug. I would say lives always end happily ever after in this case but that was far from true…..

….. To be continued….

LOVE her

Love happens once in a while. Why does it happen? Why do we even need it? I was once told that you are not defined by who you are with. You do not have to love someone to be in love. To love your self and be settled with your self is the truest love ever. A person could live without someone they think they need.

I proved this theory wrong! One Day my best friend and I went to a locking at the school in Tomah, Wisconsin for church. I was being me and hitting on this one girl I thought was amazing. She was beautiful and had the world’s most beautiful blue eyes. After she started talking to me more when exchanged each others phone numbers and Spent the rest of the night together. We were together for hours talking about everything in lives.

Finally the time came that we had to say our good byes, when she gave me a huge good bye I whispered something in her ear. It was very softly; almost so soft I couldn’t hear it. She got pulled away because he ride was leavening. I do not even think I made it home before she called me missing me.

We talked for 2 days until I asked her to be my girl friend. This was just one of them things you know is right without having to think. We talked every night and for hours at a time. At this time I didn’t have a car to drive the hour and half distance between us and neither did she. I couldn’t take this anymore I had to do something about it. In the mist of Brooke and I, my ex Kim was trying to shove her way back into my life. Well when I couldn’t spend anytime with Brooke, I fell to the cave and took Kim back.

Brooke hated me horrifically. She told all her friends what I did and extended the stories. Kim and I came and when and here I was still left without the person I knew made me whole. I fought for months to get her back and to talk to me! When her best friend wanted to know what really happened I started talking to her. Her name is Daphne and After 2 months of telling everything to we started dating. Yes I know this is the same problem but by this time I had a car and I can see he anytime I want.

Brooke still not talking to me I kept on with Daphne... And not telling Brooke that we were dating. After 7 weeks she found out about us, and she came over to see me at Daphne’s house. That was a horrible mistake on my part. Remember this is the girl I am in love with. I looked into her eyes and fell again. Now I’m stuck between the girl I love talking to and hanging with but the one girl I know I will spend the rest of my life with.

The thing that makes this more difficult is that she loves me more then I love Brooke and I didn’t think that could be possible.

I found out that Life isn’t worth much if you do not have anyone to share what you have accomplished in it with. I guess my love from my heart will help me make the right choice. Or maybe the Theory with be true and I will end up alone.

YES DRAMA!!