Hello and Goodbye........
So I am Glad that I leave on the 31st of July! I will miss all of you don’t get me wrong, but this town and some of the people in it are enough. I just built a computer for a close friend I know and it took me almost 6 hours. The cool thing is…. It felt like two. I know now that computers are defiantly something I want to do for the rest of my life. I want to leave and get to basic and AIT so I can get to playing with computers, keep working harder to get all I can in my mind so I can graduate top of my class and get paid amazing money. I do not know what I am going to do bout my relationship wise. I have been fighting for someone for almost 5 years now and I don’t want to hurt her when I leave. No one wants to hear it but there is a chance I could not come back, and were would I be left then. I am sorry everyone I love you all as friends and maybe two more then others but my love is gone. I am backing down and keeping away from relationships as I can. Work, Softball and sleep until I leave! Good plan!!!!!!
posted by Lavern @ 10:38 AM
3 Comments:
At April 14, 2008 at 10:43 AM ,
Anonymous said...
Well it's great to find something you love. But you to hear you might not come back is a little scary. And yes it would hurt to finally get with someone and then tell them you have to leave and you don't know where you would end up. But I guess it's your life. As long as you do what you want and make yourself happy.......
At April 14, 2008 at 10:56 AM ,
Ali(solation) said...
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At April 14, 2008 at 10:57 AM ,
Ali(solation) said...
Good Plan. But don't lose that "NATE" side to you. If you change because of what you want to do in life for the better its ok. But don't change your sarcasm or your lame jokes. Because those make me laugh. And if those ever disappear from the past I want to know that I can look for more in the future. I'm going to cry so much at graduation. It might seem like I'm slipping past you. Just grab me and say stop. It's not like I want to forget friends or move on so fast that I miss a friendship that's worth having. I just need someone to stop me! I'm happy to see you are happy to moving on that means the decision you made is a good decision. You will move on with relationships. You always tell me relationships aren't worth it until you get older and you know you acn take one to a serious point of even marriage. Post a story! I haven't heard one in a while!
(Don't mind my grammar or spelling. I am working on a project right now. But I knew I needed to comment..)
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