I AM SORRY!

Girlfriends come and go! Parents and Family are always there. Were does this put all the other friends you make in school and in your life time. I am going to skip to the chase on this one and not play the changing the name game. Alison is by far my best friend on this planet. She knows the most about me and even know I am a jerk to her sometimes she would go out of her way to do things for me if it had to be done. Ali is amazing; she is smart, beautiful and very easy to talk to. All of you who are friends with her know what I am talking about. You guys are so lucky to have her as a friend. I know I have been blinded by some stupid stuff lately with who she is involved with. I truly do not like this guy. I do not know if it is because of how I feel about her or if it is really him. I cover up to Ali by telling her I am in love with her when I really don't even know what is going on. I have been a total jerk to her ever sense she told me how she felt about him and I do know a big part of it is jealousy. When you are close to someone like I am to Ali friend and love get mixed up real easy, isn't that really what being best friends is? Caring so much for them that you would do anything, All I am saying in this whole rant is in fighting story's get mixed up between people to make the person telling them look better. It is human nature and everyone does it. I want everyone to know that this isn't Ali's fault or mine. It is both, and someone has to fix it or an amazing friendship will be lost. Alison I am sorry for being suck a jerk to you about Jeremiah and everything else. A true friend will be there no matter what, and I guess I let jealousy get in the way.

Please everyone do not let stupid little things such as boyfriends or girlfriends change you! A friendship is as deep as you want to make it and it will NEVER fail.... Until someone gives up!