True friends?

Writing is something that is so easy yet so difficult to do properly. Who made up this language any way, who told us how to write in a manner that has to be correct? Well if you can’t tell I am horrible at spelling and grammar. My name is Nathan Nichols and I want to tell you a story about this kid. His name is that you are familiar with, it is me. Come back with me, all the way when I lived in a place called Watertown, New York! I was 10 years old at this time and my sister was in her big dating spree. She brought home this guy names Ed. They really hit it off, they were always hanging out and she was never home. Finally they started being home more when my mom got a job and need a baby sitter. You know on them shows were they hate the baby sitter because she is always evil and she makes them do work; Well I wish she was my babysitter. Ed started coming about more often and being a total jerk to me. He was really into chiness torture and always practices on me. He would make me kneel on a broom stick. I think the longest time was almost 8 hours. He would make me do it all the time. I know what you are thinking why didn't I just run or tell my mom, I did both. My mom thought it was me just trying to get attention and Ed would bet me with a stick or sick his dog on me when I tried running.

Finally one day when my mom was home I ran away across the street to my best friends’ house. She was having problems with her step-dad doing things to her also when she was alone so she wanted me there to protect her. What better then us keeping each other safe? Finally I moved away. I moved to North Carolina and I was so happy to get away from him.

After a month of living in North Carolina my mom excitedly announced that my sister and her new husband were moving down there. In North Carolina he was not any better. He lightened up on me a lot and moved to my brother. This is my handicapped brother that could not defend himself. I know this may sound horrible but he did this. He made my brother drink urine and he got real sick. Finally my sister believed someone that he was doing this and left him. Yes he was out of my life forever. I moved back to New York with my mom and tried fitting in.

This doesn't work so well, all my old friends moved on and were all growing up. My mom met this guy names Wes and we moved again. I was in 6th grade at this time and the year was almost up. Finally I was in a school and my mom met someone, maybe I wouldn't have to leave this school. Come to find out this school only goes to 6th grade and when the year was over all my friends and I got split up going to different schools around the city. I stayed there until I completed 7th grade then my mom wanted to move back to Wisconsin. When I got back here I was in the middle school for 8th grade. By this point all the kids had their clicks, and knew who all their friends were. I tried finding out who I would fit in with and I was really thinking hard that I would move right away again so I didn't care and was mean to people.

This one person just wouldn't give up on being my friend. She would always go to the pool just to see me, always asked my name; finally I caved to her and became a friend. We started to hang out more and more and I started falling for her. I know a kid in 8th grade falling for someone, aww puppy love. She found out that I liked her and I think was kind of scared. She pawned me off on one of her friends. I turned out to like her a lot but we just didn't work out. Susan and I stayed best friends all threw high school. She had some problems were she crashed into depression and I cheered her up and pulled her out of it.

When I started dating Kim she realized how much she liked me. Of course I am not the type of person to leave someone for someone else, so I told her how I felt and asked her to wait. I broke up with Kim after two years. I went Straight to Susan and told her how I felt and she was dating someone. So I pushed her aside again, not wanting to be alone I started really liking this girl named Maggie. We started dating and it all went down hill from there. How I felt about Susan went to Maggie. I loved this girl to death, when I thought that she was cheating on me I tried killing myself. Susan was the first person I called when I was in the hospital, it was three in the morning and she still put me first.

How could someone be such a jerk to the one they love? After almost a year with Maggie she ended it for reasons I agree with, now. I Started hanging out with this person named Ali, I don't not know if you know her or not but she is amazing. Beautiful, smart, just the best person to be around. As you could tell I liked her. We both really liked each other but never dated because I am three years older then her. So Ali and I became best friends.

Now Susan has left Sparta and went to Cashton to live with her boyfriend. This guy is a total jerk and I seriously do not know what to do to get her to leave him. I tell Susan every time I see her how much I love her and still want to be with her but she will never come to me. She sees me as a brother and said that she doesn’t like me in that sense anymore. One day about a month ago Susan came to me asking me if I could get her into High point so she can move home. I pushed like the worlds strongest man to get her in this school. The word came back and she was in. Now dwelling on semester to end so she can start I am missing her already. Knowing she is still dating this jerk, knowing that she is love with him for some weird reason. I push my friendship to the limit and do everything I can for her. Yes I still like Ali more then a friend but in the time passing we have determined that friends would be the best thing for us. Susan on the other hand is someone I am in love with. My thought for Susan is True best Friends? Or True Love?

It is something that runs threw my head every day! What about hers? It is only something that she has to decide!