LOVE her

Love happens once in a while. Why does it happen? Why do we even need it? I was once told that you are not defined by who you are with. You do not have to love someone to be in love. To love your self and be settled with your self is the truest love ever. A person could live without someone they think they need.

I proved this theory wrong! One Day my best friend and I went to a locking at the school in Tomah, Wisconsin for church. I was being me and hitting on this one girl I thought was amazing. She was beautiful and had the world’s most beautiful blue eyes. After she started talking to me more when exchanged each others phone numbers and Spent the rest of the night together. We were together for hours talking about everything in lives.

Finally the time came that we had to say our good byes, when she gave me a huge good bye I whispered something in her ear. It was very softly; almost so soft I couldn’t hear it. She got pulled away because he ride was leavening. I do not even think I made it home before she called me missing me.

We talked for 2 days until I asked her to be my girl friend. This was just one of them things you know is right without having to think. We talked every night and for hours at a time. At this time I didn’t have a car to drive the hour and half distance between us and neither did she. I couldn’t take this anymore I had to do something about it. In the mist of Brooke and I, my ex Kim was trying to shove her way back into my life. Well when I couldn’t spend anytime with Brooke, I fell to the cave and took Kim back.

Brooke hated me horrifically. She told all her friends what I did and extended the stories. Kim and I came and when and here I was still left without the person I knew made me whole. I fought for months to get her back and to talk to me! When her best friend wanted to know what really happened I started talking to her. Her name is Daphne and After 2 months of telling everything to we started dating. Yes I know this is the same problem but by this time I had a car and I can see he anytime I want.

Brooke still not talking to me I kept on with Daphne... And not telling Brooke that we were dating. After 7 weeks she found out about us, and she came over to see me at Daphne’s house. That was a horrible mistake on my part. Remember this is the girl I am in love with. I looked into her eyes and fell again. Now I’m stuck between the girl I love talking to and hanging with but the one girl I know I will spend the rest of my life with.

The thing that makes this more difficult is that she loves me more then I love Brooke and I didn’t think that could be possible.

I found out that Life isn’t worth much if you do not have anyone to share what you have accomplished in it with. I guess my love from my heart will help me make the right choice. Or maybe the Theory with be true and I will end up alone.

YES DRAMA!!